Today will be one of days where I feel like a total loser, a useless person and tears that won`t stop coming out. I dont know why :( It`s like having all this mix emotions, anger, dissapointment, and ofcourse sadness. Like when will things finally go my way. When will all this bad luck nonsense end. When can good things start happening to me. Im really starting to hate Taylor`s and the environment. Lakeside with the lake doesnt make it a big deal when the people there are all not nice. I thought it would be one of the best colleges but hellllll no. Lecturers are nasty too, not like they teach that awesome especially accounts. Im worst than a lost duck. But I do love my english and econs lecturers, they`re super nice. One more thing, to hell with group assignments. I rather go solo. My work, under my control, no useless people to disrupt my work. Just cause you`re rich it doesnt mean that the rest of us are. My parents dont have that much money to support me for the next 40 years of my life and neither do I want to depend on my husband. Im not that kind of person. So can you like kindly do your part, come to class and dont mess it all up for me. I feel like crap now and Im lucky enough to have this domain to let me rant nonsense that no one cares about. I feel like digging a big hole and then hide in it then no one can ever find me, ever. Since 2011 started, the amount of time i cried are uncountable. UNCOUNTABLE. It`s already April and I was hoping for this to be a better month but then I have exams on the 23rd, which means I cant go for Golden child, I`ve been looking forward to this since forever so that I get to spend time with you. Okay I shall stop now. Bye.
Breakeven
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Friday, April 8, 2011
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Today will be one of days where I feel like a total loser, a useless person and tears that won`t stop coming out. I dont know why :( It`s like having all this mix emotions, anger, dissapointment, and ofcourse sadness. Like when will things finally go my way. When will all this bad luck nonsense end. When can good things start happening to me. Im really starting to hate Taylor`s and the environment. Lakeside with the lake doesnt make it a big deal when the people there are all not nice. I thought it would be one of the best colleges but hellllll no. Lecturers are nasty too, not like they teach that awesome especially accounts. Im worst than a lost duck. But I do love my english and econs lecturers, they`re super nice. One more thing, to hell with group assignments. I rather go solo. My work, under my control, no useless people to disrupt my work. Just cause you`re rich it doesnt mean that the rest of us are. My parents dont have that much money to support me for the next 40 years of my life and neither do I want to depend on my husband. Im not that kind of person. So can you like kindly do your part, come to class and dont mess it all up for me. I feel like crap now and Im lucky enough to have this domain to let me rant nonsense that no one cares about. I feel like digging a big hole and then hide in it then no one can ever find me, ever. Since 2011 started, the amount of time i cried are uncountable. UNCOUNTABLE. It`s already April and I was hoping for this to be a better month but then I have exams on the 23rd, which means I cant go for Golden child, I`ve been looking forward to this since forever so that I get to spend time with you. Okay I shall stop now. Bye.
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